I realize just how much I miss having a place to write down what happens to me and how I think. Especially now that I'm in the post-college stage of my life, away from everyone I know except my family (which will be down to just my parents tomorrow after my youngest sister moves away to her new dorm, and my parents are both pretty busy), I'll have a lot more time to think about myself.
Though I have to admit, having a boyfriend and friends you can hang out with every day is pretty nice.
Now being alone after being with them all this time, I realize that I almost never do things for myself anymore. If someone else wants me to do something I feel motivation to do it, but if it's just because I think I should do it, I don't. It's like I think I need someone else's approval before I can do anything...and I'm past the stage in my life where that's going to work for me. If I don't start trying things for myself, I'm never going to get anywhere.
Time to grow up. Time to do things just because I think I'll be better for it.
and this blog, in case you were curious, is named after a favorite drink of mine. It's special tea ceremony tea = maccha (powdered and usually bitter all on its own), mixed with milk and sometimes sugar is added. The picture to the left is maccha milk pudding but it still looked good enough to put up :)
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