I don't like to feel stupid for wasting time. I already know I have. But don't drill it into me. I'm the type of person that will shut down rather than lash out at someone who upsets me, so you'd do well not to make me feel bad about something you want to talk to me about. I will not talk. As if that weren't enough, here I am all alone. I have nobody here. and I don't really enjoy the dog's company. He doesn't make me feel happy. He doesn't seem to like me a whole lot lately either.
so I will shut down.
and be alone.
and not talk.
no one's here to listen right now anyway.
